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Niuniu-You will get return for all your efforts. That is how the world works. February 27 2009 最清闲的项目礼拜五下午2点钟，办公室人空了一半。PM今天请假回广州驾照年检；SA今天flyback提前赶飞机回上海；Configure Leader请假去看房子，说北五环外有20000/平米的房子，我们仰着头问，是别墅么？他笑笑说，不是啦！汗哪！有钱人！小崔姐回家搬家了，说昨天搬了4车，今天搬了2车，还没搬完；BA小赵还处在热恋期，偷偷回家陪女朋友，说有人找就说我回国贸公司了哈… 我和海燕在FQ上聊八卦，可是哪里有那么多的八卦啊… 从来没做过这么清闲的项目，我努力努力要看书长知识，Siebel的Bookshelf怎么那么大都500多页一本，我一天只能看几页，然后第二天又忘记了从头看过；尤其今天礼拜五思维太活跃，始终稳定不下来，看几个字我就找人聊聊天，好在花了920块钱买的CDMA无线网络还算稳定，这时候派上用场了。嘻嘻…… 好姐妹阿姿的美国小城，居然还是零下几十度，我已经觉得北京今年的冬天实在是很长，我的羽绒服白中泛黑… 我好想换上刚买的春装，用那件兔毛尼子大衣换来的好几件春装还没有机会穿呢，哈哈~ 天气赶紧变暖吧！希望阿姿的宝贝计划快点实现，HOHO~，我就可以当阿姨兼干妈啦~ Karen他们好像也不忙，中午居然去健身，不过听起来是个好主意，我们也正酝酿着去办个健身卡，好好练练瑜伽形体啥的，矫正一下因为长期坐在办公室而造成的驼背鸡胸，肩周炎，鼠标手等电脑综合症啥的，可惜我已经不在Camelot啦，要不然可以跟Karen一起去，应该很好玩儿吧。可怜我现在在鸟不拉屎的总部基地上班，周边别说娱乐，连吃饭都很成问题… 看来南北差异还真的是有点儿大哦，北四环多么繁华啊，还有我可爱的五道口，到了南四环居然这幅景象… 汗哪！ 约的陪练6点才来，我还有一个半小时的漫长等待，呵呵，时间在蹉跎我，我在Kill时间，就这么着过完今天吧，下个礼拜开始Focus: 专心致志，集中精力，全神贯注地看书哈，呵呵~ 人还是要靠只是充实自己滴！稍稍贪玩一下就好啦~ June 17 Who can only do the happy things in the world? Just do the things right.I really DON'T want to leave...
I kind of enjoy this tiring but interesting project. Everybody works hard here, and everybody is nice. Friendship makes it a very happy time, that's also why, I don't want to leave...
But i work for my boss, and i got to have a long eye sight. He said it was for my long term good, i accept it.
Who can only do the happy things in the world? Just do the things right. June 15 有一种感觉，叫思念...好想好想看见她的脸，希望她就在自己身边，看见我这么努力，她会不会为我骄傲？看见我这么疲惫，她会不会心疼地对着我笑？
好想好想听见她的声音，想听她轻轻地安慰我，微笑地表扬我，鼓励我...
好想好想看见她的身形，有没有老了，有没有累了，无论如何，依靠在她的身边，该是多么幸福，多么亲切...
好想好想让她牵着我的手，捧着我的脸，看着我的眼睛，听我说话...那么多话想告诉她...
可是她不在身边，仿佛那么近，却是那么远，
想拨通一个电话，却不知道电话号码... 这么努力，到底值不值得？当浑身上下，每一个细胞都充斥着酸痛的滋味，我想，就只有一个感觉了，累...
热爱生活的人，就要敢于迎接生活的挑战，当时就是抱着这样的念头，义无反顾地投身于这个对于女孩子来说近似魔鬼的IT行业中...风风火火地开始工作，我也哭过、笑过、彷徨过...不知道算不算摸爬滚打，总之两年多就这么过来了，离成功虽然仍然无比遥远，倒也不算是失败了!
对于提高自我能力，我表现得无比贪心，不管爱做的不爱做的，适合的不适合的，拿手的不拿手的，我都迫不及待地冲过去，总说...工作头几年，其实就是投资，学习最最最最最重要！这个观点，不能说是错的，但是每当我累得惨兮兮的，浑身无力地瘫倒在沙发上，却也常常在想，一个女孩子，这么辛苦，到底值不值得？
这，就是一个要强的女孩子所要付出的代价吧... March 29 Regrets...有没有这么一首歌，曾经很喜欢很喜欢的歌，现在都不敢再听；
有没有这么一段路，曾经无数次不知疲倦地走，现在都不敢靠近；
有没有这么一个城市，曾经无限向往的城市，现在都不敢再去；
有没有这么一件事，曾经好幸福好幸福地做，现在却成为痛苦的回忆；
有没有这么一个人，曾经那么亲那么亲，现在...再也触不到...
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后悔像蠕虫，吞噬着我们的心灵，心中想象着无数的“如果”，可是正是这些“如果”，把你送进后悔的深渊...
可是又有谁，能把所有事情都做对？
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Is there a song, it had been around you for such a long time,
but you dare not to listen to it again? Is there a road, it had so many beautiful memories,
but you dare not step onto it any more? Is there a city, it once attracted you so much,
but you even dare not to be there again? Is there a thing, it used to be your favourite,
but it turned out to be a painful memory? Is there a person, he/she was so close to you,
but you can hardly touch him/her any longer? ...
Regret, is like a worm, biting our hearts. It hurts so much, but you can do nothing about it.
Regret, it keeps reminding you of the bad memories. There are lots of "IF" come up in your mind, but it can do nothing but push you into the deeper abyss of the regrets. Because it already happened, you can never turn it back. You can never get rid of it from your mind. It is there. It will go nowhere but staying with you till you die.
Regrets...
But who can do everything right? March 27 Keep learning...abt everything...It is rly a long time that i didn't come up to write anything. I am not that busy, and i do have a lot of things to write abt. It is jst too messy in my brain that i can hardly get it organized.
Everybody who just joins the society is naive. We believes others easily. We believes in good things. We don't often suspect when good things comes to us. We devote ourselves to it. We are expecting nice prospects. We will not realize the lies until we get hurt.
We are still learning. We will grow from the lessons.
Just keep learning...from everything...
December 06 第一次参加竞标 - Lenovo今天去联想竞标，我有幸作为“亲友团”参加，第一次参加这种活动，有点兴奋...
项目估计是没戏了，说是因为联想的员工对Siebel有抵触情绪，之前他们用过Siebel6.0，前阵子改用了SAP，那些员工一见到SAP的界面叫到：“啊~~SAP的界面长得像Siebel！”...这么夸张...谁把Siebel做的这么烂，还是联想的员工不会用？我们试图解释说先在Siebel已经到了8.0的年代了，可是看来是无济于事了！
今天总算也没白去，充分体会到“甲方”的趾高气昂，联想的人算是把甲方的架子发挥到极致，其实绅士一点又何妨，这样的姿态只会让人觉得缺乏专业精神，或者严重点说，没素质！
呵呵，我倒是不介意，我只关心，第一次参加竞标，虽然未必成功，但是我又学到点东西，嘿嘿！ |
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